Global Interfaith Peace

Every civilization a lake

“At my lakeside hungry geese
blunder to a crawl.
Some fall in the woods, like rain,
slight and sparse, while others
upward in purchase of pride and scream.

My role is feeding the light that
labors my wings to
neighboring lakes and stream.”

Theological Poems: Expecting (in intizar)

“No more signs! Forgive me!
The tree of signs has gotten thicker
with wintery frosts. It is as if
asking for signs is anything but
a sign of infinite doubt, recoiling with a
blow of faith in reappearance, immune to
pseudo-science of signs.
We are not here to verify the obvious or
kneel sheepishly, but to co-participate with
His most exalted mood in the
blessedness of now.

2.
Instead of dying, you invented a new way
to disappear from the earth, a perfect way to
breathe upon us the higher meaning, so we begin
unobtrusively and slowly turn to
transcendental entities, as we journey through
the pile of instants – ‘theo-temporal’ being.

3.
The first time I heard about Mahdi, when I was
too young to read, it felt like a ghost in a dark house.
But, as I grew to learn, like waking in dreams, or hiking a
beautiful mountain, with no fear of falling.

4.
It is dark now. But I am home illuminated
from being in your comfort zone, Occultation.
I am never in a fog! Or alone! To live alone is
meaningless, a believer’s misnomer.
Keep grace: that keeps all hopes going.

5.
Savior! Savior!
Knowledge of you is vast and
complex. So here I am, weaving,
weaving, the sunlight that streams from
Your name, Sahib al-Zaman.
If I could only count the spine of books
on which your name appears and ask
if I too will fall under the spell of words to
the point where I have to create my own.
More or less I am afflicted with the theology of voyeur,
sometimes offering myself up to
hopelessness and despair, like an
invalid who has forgotten how to walk.
Those disturbing disconnections disappear by
the stroke of your genius, revealing glimpses of our
Brilliant Creator.

6.
Notice I have not indulged in the scary game of
Apocalypse! Nor am I moved by earthquakes or
Tsunamis (only nuclear holocaust). My dagger is for
cutting cheese and fruits.
When I utter your name, only good news come to mind, and fear
retreats to oblivion.
I know, I ‘m a traveler passing through the river of time, with the
thoughts of your future embrace powering my canoe.
On the banks of this river there are
no ugly ruins.

7.
I don’t seek deliverance from doom, death, dread, or
angelic visitations. It’s wrong to assume that
we can cure all illnesses. My faith insures me against
illusions, like a sophisticated film spectator who can tell
a good script from a bad one. They are always filming in front of
my home, the air is thick with smoke from
my chimney burning their film reels, enough coat to make the
clouds laugh with rain. He may journey life from afar, but I keep him
good company, under the umbrella of Expectation (Intizar),
liberated spectator!”

Cross-Continent War talks

“You begin to wonder
if war is war
when nothing else binds us to the enemy.
New war, old war, holy war.
Divergent points of reference?
And if not, can we build a formula
for peace?!
To get to that place
you have to exist
within the borders
that delimit everything to signs.
War or peace, you have to push
beyond the limits.”

In the garden of justice

“Oh to plant my hands in this garden
to grow, to find a new home
in some beautiful
wind-protected place.”

Contempt

“My bout of hope and despair
Momentarily grew heavier:
The black robe was hideously dark.
I could not sink the illumination in.
There he sat, like a savage uncaged
Behind a carnal, corrupted disguise
Of neutrality, under the mask
And ether of justice.
With a tongue of burial and
A hangman’s gaze,
Held me in contempt.
Hatred is not a legal value.
When justice is kidnapped
By its own emotional blackmail
Like a solitary miser
With no one to confess to
Law stands at ground zero
Forced to exit the back door
Lamenting the plague of fables
Of steel justices giving cold shoulder
As soldiers do in their glory of trenches
To the fat of their fear”

Off To The Side Bar

“A sudden drop of eye brows
And slink to the side,
Announces that the judge is in the house!
Fast and demanding, in vivid tribute
To the giants and their fondest tribunals
A flirty romp through the blues
Of rules of evidence against a backdrop
Of bored jurors, the judge fills a blackboard
Of swaggering legal exuberance.”

Learning Law

“I learn – but not by reading alone
Resolving into one great seminar
On the complete works of law
The conversations they hold by the side bar.”

Forbidden Smiles

“All the things that judges love through their door
Run well with their pry and pore
A voice, a whisper, a proper attire
Cheering smile of sun through the window
Reminding them: A wiser authority
Is still at work.
That smile forbids the thought
Tranquil assurance that feeble justice
Upholds the social fabric”

Silent Court

“The room is empty. The walls
Keep glancing at me guiltily
Struck by my dumb presence.
They have all the elements of
Ancient drama, indicting walls
Their austere, fresh painting
Glancing at me guiltily.
I keep waiting patiently
Sunk by their spirit of
Admonition.”

Leaving To Court

“Monday morning at 9 O’clock as
The court begins its ritual
I silently close the door behind me
Holding on to the note that I hope to assist me
In my presentation.
Stepping inside is easy
Sitting next to a woman clutching her handkerchief
And a man reading his subpoena, struggling hard
To make sense of it.
Something tells me we are all alone
Not a chance to prove our cases
With prior appointments with defeat.
But why should law treat us so thoughtlessly
Quietly turning its backside key on
Silently vacating its fair senses?
The creatures of this ritual
Are made of metal and gas.”

The Guard

“In a frenzied court house he sits still
The leap of a file from its container
Makes his sunken eyes instantly tremble,
Scratching his cropped hair,
Like the ghost of a scarecrow in the field
Sustained by his immovable, faded chair
He’s already died in its care.
This village of voices explores his death.
I am thinking of how he may one day be
The savior of one.”

Does Injustice Matter?

“Does injustice matter?
Does it matter? Losing your case?
For (higher) law will always be kind
To those hunting for justice.
And you need not show that you mind
When power comes in to gobble their splendid work
As you sit on the isle remembering
And turning your heart to the light.
Does it matter? That they threw your dreams to the pits?
Forget those dreams and be glad
And people won’t say that you’re mad
For they’ll know that you fought for a fad,
The principles!
And no one will scold you a bit.”

Legal imagination

“Detached from treasures of time
shadowing forth subliminal thoughts
of infinite objects of justice
un-reconciled to substitutions &
flight of legal attributes
ethereal and transcendental
in commune with sensible incarnation
inclined to settle upon eternity.”

Needful

“You see, I want justice.
Maybe I want it for all.
The darkness of each injustice falls
heavily on my shoulders.

So many are wronged who don’t seem to care,
casual, easy, they move in the world
as though unharmed:
Their substance is altered by the intravenous needle of
injustice.

But I take pleasure in the faces
of those who thirst for fairness.

You cherish those
who teach you survival!

I am not dead yet, it is not too late
to open my depths
and drink the medicine of hope
that deposits itself quietly there.”

Just ice

“From depths a wrinkled memory
floating forth a faded hope
bubbling feebly beneath a rough surface of
just ice, polished white by
thickly glacier of might
sinking titanic faith in its chorus of right
shimmering in a space void of height
below a blue sky of dry thunder and light,
barren, just
ice.”

Oaths

“I have perceived much aesthetic beauty
in the honest oaths that keep our sights straight
like music in the whisper of autumn leaves:
I do, I do , I do.
Are we worth their merriment?
Merry it is to stand there
when duty to truth becomes paramount
sailing our spirits surging light and clear
past the entanglements where deceits lay strewn”

Legal Fratricide

“People turn like robots to legal images — moving
blood in tension, in swirls, with
promise of heroic blush. To win,
to dismiss, delivering a humming
weight against a rival order.

March to kill, big stance of warrior,
assert, target, and kill,
bursting artillery of canons of law, rifles in gear,
pride, right, blood and oil.”

Language of Law

“The language of law is a cold net full
of fissures
lavishly completed
like a book of signatures
in a funeral parlor:
it thinks of you as a
frog lost in a swamp.

Yet, its rules are my allowances, pot full of soup.
The power that emerges from the laws
shut my window to melancholy.

Law is a constant chamber music:
you don’t have to listen to their voices;
you could stop listening but cannot stop its charted plane
off to distant territories. They love peaks and mountains
and leveling the playing fields.
Musicians are accustomed to perfect scenery.

Living law drifts, foreign to its domestic doldrums
in a bundle of broken bones.
In this water everything is mean. The innocent
enters the river, he is washed away; it’s a barbarous zone
thicken with loss of hope, brilliant, deliberate,
its utility is something other than itself;
you can survive the demigod only if
you can make it chuckle at
its own seriousness.
That’s the one coal to smoke its chimney with at length.”

Query to the Court

“Judge, clerk, lawyer, reporter, savior —
can you tell me at what stage
the soul of justice retires and
its wisdom numbed? Does any one time
the virginity of law’s tolerance?
Can you tell me at what stage —
Judge, clerk, lawyer, reporter, savior?

The withered leaf on justice’s branch
is teaching all of us a lesson:
this is not a bottomless pit
sudden frost pins leaves on tight.
The sign reads: not a Sisyphus tree!”

Behold!

“A spark disturbs its cold:
dripping anger upon anger
call it a God’s dare
flung at us ducking underneath.

Dazzled then, we leave
the long doubt annulled there whose
walls and ceilings grin at us.
It is no friendly grin either,
just the faintest flicker of smile.

And yet I hesitate:
something in this grimace
that wracks the season of justice’s face
dictates me to wait
at least for a while, to see
how much the judge can achieve
by swining a punch at
the leopards of darkness.

Behold, justice is on the saddle
and rides mankind.”

Truth

“In the dim and weary witness of time
A New heaven! God’s infliction on power’s neighborhood
pouring out gratitude, for truth has eyes to see
through the soul’s distracting lethargy;
nothing repels it, neither sin nor woe:
A busy temple’s occupation, an old instrument
dropped at the feet of justice —
deep being that endures
from justice that disappears.

Say again and again
that you love the truth, like a cuckoo-song
marvelling you to a new awakening.
Remember never to the hills of law
without her strains.
Shop talk and discussion and the common bliss
that drills a new vocabulary of faith
in our speech acts.”

Justice does not matter

“Suffering now turns to the splendor
that is in store.” (2 Peter 3:13)

That is a way of putting it, wholly satisfactorily;
a pre-judgment conclusion in a new-born legal fashion,
leaving one still with the intolerable hassle
with words and verdicts. The judgment does not
matter/I care only for the process.”

Pilgrimage to court

“I am not sure of justice.
What they have established ever since my ordeal began
is the correct pronunciation of my ancient name.

I have come to speak
to make myself a bridge
over the chasm between nations.

Unmoved by me, the law takes its measure
looking at another direction, saying nothing,
like cliffs against which
one can hurl his soundest voice — and
never hear the fragment of an echo;
it is home to my exile.

At least I can forget
the self-undermining system and work
to turn the opala* and all
that matters of my name
into it.

*imperial disfavor”

Thorns of Justice

“It is late morning
the Sun’s lying low,
I’m tired.
The process siphons energy away
surely, steadily, without any remorse.

I watch the people at the court
inmates huddled in the restricted area
wondering what their next hearing will require,
afraid of the pains, the expense, the bad news.
I think of their hand cuffs,
the blood circle around their wrists
and migraines of the soul.

We all have rights that break
like organs quitting under pressure
resuscitated only by law’s medics,
repositories of care for others,
Janus-faced Samaritans
bowed by the burden of the world
the disbelief in their remedy in their faces,
and on their backs the weight of consciousness of
generations.”

Rebounding

“”The mockery of the chaff cannot harm the wheat.” (Rev. 7:9)

The judges have scattered you
like a storm ripping through the field;
you wander in your still pulsing particles
and gather up in a vessel that
lets you relax.

You see, I like to collect things.”

Indict!

Charming justice is thwarted by its reversal.
I sat and spat
as the DA did
his best to indict me,
like a servant of proud simoniacal* courts.

His vocabulary was not so good:
“Pursuant to this case your honor, there’s some
facts, some background facts, which is that…”
I thought he might be looking
for subtleties.
He was happy, sated.
The fine take of serious, mystery crime
had perked up the judge’s attention:
There must be some dullness in him.
“What do you say to these charges?”
The judge asked me. Instantly I
thought of my visa surcharges, and
the sense he wants to to DA’s ship of
deception.
“Not guilty,” I retorted.
By his infected look, the judge proved
his preference for my final word.

*Simony is the crime of buying or seeling preferment in the church — or more broadly –
of trafficking in its authority in any way.”

Crocodile dreams

“In the tides of waiting
I slipped
into the skin
of a great orator,
my breath moved the walls
my spellbinding speech
pulled the tides to the crystal of justice,
like a great fish in shallow waters
relinquishing the flailing tail
that propels the spectators
to admiration.
And there in the High Court’s pool with sand sharks,
I moved like a crocodile
unknown to the whole tribe
waiting to treat me
like a little gold fish.
But this poignant instant
was mine to cherish!”

On the Death of Justice

Celebrate!

Celebrate having known her!

Celebrate the knowledge you are privileged to share
her shallow depth and deep cold-heartedness
the seriousness that was ever there
the facade, the pomp, and pain.

Celebrate immortal knowledge
achieved by her influence
on you, your family and friends —
knowledge through unsavory remembrance:
justice is but a walking shadow, always whispering:
high tide! fresh bread!
And I have to yell back:
no pennies! Prima Donna!”

Living law/dim beacon

“The idea of a living constitution
has the same forensic indeterminacy
as a committed dream.

I am content to trust this dream to the end
to have it fill my cup of hope all day and night.
I am content to receive its order
to hasten to obey without a pause.

But, the old voice sounds
unrelentingly in the chamber: Do not
compromise. Punish.
Crucify him.

The infirm musing of a perpetual dreamer
rising up with eyes wild for relief.

I am content with the terror and anticipation that
keeps turns by watching me:
Justice, once imagined, cannot be undone.

I live in law
wear its sound on my lips
hold my fingers in its sweat;
its sweat makes a river whirling with a foul smell
thinning my taste for its reward.
And, yet, I can hear in the rhapsody of its leaves and
branches
Lord, what kind of litigant is this?!

Perhaps something I threw in this river influenced its
direction
and that is very rare.

I have been left to think along these lines
to look for the abandonment of arcane unfairness
months after months.

The months
burn up as a fading lantern
homage to the majesty of the absurd:
A muse easy to bear, Camusian laughter to
suffering’s exalted well —
what single rule might break the dry spell?
Sometimes the unforeseen, the unpredictable
springs in the heart of justice
bending its way upward
again and yet again
towards a distant point
all unaccountably, into the strengthening clasp
of fresh now-born idea,
nearer to binding faith
than wild dismembering injustice.

When the far-distant element
of suffering humanity
looms out more clear;
the faint, far, complex notes of hope
its head moves near
and new flicks of justice’s well
unfolds beyond the known.

Is there any new depth to this well?
Say, what is its true nature?
Quietly nature covers over
the dying bird and the dead rover.
If justice’s dead, it is as though
a robin died beneath the snow
tucked away neatly, whose bright eyes
once stared with impudent surprise
at every tit-bit flung to her.
Now every season we must bear
to live without its whistled air,
for law lives beneath the Spring,
like a sequestered paradise
exiled from the steady hammer of faith,
a trackless rice field
ever trudging through groves of
crouching, unconquered territories.

Through the windy corridors of my mind
an echo reverberates relentlessly:
what I had not foreseen
was the gradual process
weakening the will
taking the brightness away
a war-time feeling
that limps and stumbles
and a heart that is dully bleeding.
Endless tear drops, heart forlorn,
these have been my heritage
in the toils of grief and scorn
I have won my little wager.

Endurance* is a monument, the splendor of
whose head a
crown of hewed thorns adorns:
A man of stone, whose faith has bled
his eyes look still
upon that beacon’d hill
where freedom, law and purpose
are fixed, yet flashing like a star.
A gloom of ancient city walls
has clouded its wings.

Oh enchanted universe
conqueror of earth’s stadium
in your wild, singing glory
the faults you committed live.
Come hear my sharpened cries
surely, you can hear my note of crisis.

Ceaselessly I raise my cry.
My cry ascends and floats away
scattered by whirling winds afar.

* “Endure what you suffer as being a father’s punishment.” (Heb. 12:5b-7)”

Lament

“When I was young in a poets’ land, their
salt breath swam eastward even when westward like
a perpetual game of masquerade of
curved spaces as a cave curves the waves,
bearing perfect in a strike of stanza.
I home in on the memory that sweets the air
gripping within its purchase east and west
like a hungry beast.
My talents shudder to their ghosts of savior
cruising the meadow, like a white footed mouse
poising in wonder, no shame to warm old souls
like sheltering islands from ocean swell,
wishing myself a safe passage to the skill
of god’s butcher.”

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